The Focus Of Fear : COVID-19

Originally posted on Feb 26, 2020 on medium.com/@shamandao

The Coronavirus

There’s something happening in our world, can you feel it? I want you to close your eyes and try to connect with the world on a collective basis. Fear is spreading and people are panicking.

It’s causing one hell of a reaction.

Asa Vietnamese-American female living in the Balkan region of Eastern Europe, my parents worry about me. As parents should. They want me back home in the States, safe and sound within arms reach. I wouldn’t want to tell them this, but there was an incident in Skopje, Macedonia recently of xenophobia where a mob surrounded an Asian couple and it was pretty bad.

Mom, Dad, I’m safe, really, I am.

I tend to go to Skopje every so often for staycations at the Marriott and for one of the only vegan havens for food around the Balkans, the exquisite Dm. Exquisite because they have a whole wall dedicated to biological and vegan products, a sight that makes me whisper, I love you, underneath my breath everytime.

I would go to Skopje tomorrow if I needed or wanted to, I am not afraid.

What you focus on, you become.

I am not saying that everyone whose fear is focusing on the coronavirus will get it. At the same time, you’ll have a better chance to get it then the person next to you who isn’t gripped with fear. As we are the manifestors in the all the good in our lives, we are also the manifestors of the bad in our lives.

All emotions are good. All emotions are healthy. It’s up to each one of us to allow the emotion to flow through us, bless it and let it go.

But that’s not most of the world. Oh, man, the moment an experience or person triggers those low vibrational emotions of sadness, guilt, fear, shame and anger, we hold onto those and do not let them go. We compound them onto all the other emotions we hold inside of us. Do you have stomach issues? To get to the root of that, go to the root of your emotional state, there’s your answer.

In a dangerous situation, your fight or flight response will make or break you and that I think that’s wonderful. On the other hand, the fear that rules people lives on a day to day basis because they never uncovered the real reason why is the issue.

I had a client in his thirties who had a fear of abandonment. In our second session together, we uncovered the first time he ever felt fear. It was dark and when he woke up in his crib, he felt scared and abandoned. He was six months old at that time and his mother was next door in the kitchen. That moment and misperception of abandonment carried from six months old up well into this thirties. Fear ruled his life until our second session together. The moment I neutralized it and merged his inner child up into the man he is today, I can say that his reactions to what is happening to things outside of him is now a calm response.

Calmness in the middle of chaos is priceless.

There will be always something happening outside of us with our work, families, friends, children, partners and disasters. There’s so many things we cannot control outside of us, but we can control what is happening on the inside.

Responses instead of reactions. The people who trigger you? Thank them, thank the heavens and Lord, God, Buddha, Allah, whoever your higher power is, thank them. They are there to show you what is happening inside of you.

They are showing you what you’ve been suppressing. What needs to be addressed. Focus on that and understand that.

These are times of accelerated uncertainty. Many people around the world can feel it. Every time an event like this happens, where do you stand? Are you gripped with fear? Can you rise above it and carry strength within you as others panic? Do you believe you are of a higher vibration where the disease cannot penetrate you? Are we coming together as a collective or showing our ugly truths of who we really are?

As a Master Channeler, I have the ability to sense, feel and see things differently from the normal human. If you think this is the end, this is just the beginning of the climax of events that will catapult people to their knees for prayer.

The rumblings and the shedding of each layer of our beloved Mother Earth will get uglier and uglier, harder and harder until we get to the core of our existence. I say, our, because we are all one and this is the result of the collective consciousness. Until we can lift ourselves out of the darkness we created in our dense world, it will continue.

Can we do it?

Yes, yes we can lift ourselves out of the darkness. It is when each one of us lifts ourselves out to see the light that we can lift each other up and out of it. It’s a team effort, we were never separated.

It was about two years ago when I began to have more vivid visions and dreams of what was to come. I’ve continually told my closest circle to do their best and love one another in preparation. That was always apart of my answer when they would ask me, “How can we prepare?”

Love one another. Look inside of your heart and release all that is hindering, hurting, and burdening you. Lift up your heart and life so you can help lift up others. The time is near for all that is, to be undone.

I live in a metropolitan city in this Eastern European country that does not have one Chinese restaurant. In fact, I was one of the only three or four Asian women walking around the center last year. Growing up in the melting pot of Southern California, it was a strange sight and feeling for me. There’s maybe a couple of people of color walking around.

This country is behind the times in a lot of ways, mentality included. On the surface, the city boasts adorable coffee shops with women who walk the center as if it was a runway. Underneath it all, old fashioned, outdated and old school comes to mind. A mob would come together quicker here than most places in the world because of their mentality. People run from puppies here because they have a fear of dogs.

I’m telling you this because every day I walk with trust and faith in my heart that I am protected anywhere I am in the world. This trust and faith did not happen overnight. It took years and years of looking inward to understand and trust me. I had to look inside to not only trust in me, but believe in me. I believe that I have the power of all the heavens above with me at any given time.

Yeah, right, maybe she’s delusional? Some might think.

Maybe, if that’s their perception. I know without a shadow of a doubt that I have been guided out of areas from active shooters that were next door to where I was. I have been guided out of certain cities the day before huge 6.3 earthquakes. I have been guided out of cities where a mass shooting took place hours after I have left.

The first time is an occurence.

The second time could be considered the beginning of a pattern.

The third time is the beginning of a pattern.

Who’s guiding me? It’s that beautiful part of the world many people do not believe in because they can’t see it, feel it, hear it or touch it. There is an invisible world with our Spirit Guides and Angels. Our Galactic Council of Light who guides us on our spiritual path.

How do you tap into them? How can you know without a shadow of a doubt your truth and path?

What you focus on, you become.

Look inward and all that will follow, will come. I send each and every single of you blessings from afar.

Blessed be.